Hellooo Friends..How are you doing?
Long time I haven’t visited this
page..
This chance, would like to share
you some stories about life dilemma while entering the new path of my life…
Now, I already 21 years old.. and
Inshallah, not more than one week to go, I’ll finish my study and get my
degree..But, while I’m waiting for the schedule to come, I join an internship
in my Dad’s office..Every day I have to depart at 6.30 and come home at 3.00
PM.. It’s a good schedule right? Especially for those who work in the office in Jakarta. I’m
lucky, and even VERY LUCKY…
But sometimes, this body could
easily feel tired and almost want to give up… My mind likes to complain and ask
myself to stop from these things. But my logic said, “Don’t stop…! And Never
Stop..! Cz this is a good chance for myself to get an experience in a real work”…
And finally, I’m trying to be
patient, and fight for my laziness.
Then, I ask myself…how could I be
such quitter?? When I was still in university, I was full in spirit and cant
stand to wait for the time to join the working environment.. And now, I’m on
it.. But, why do this self seems like want to give up and quit..??
Then, I’m trying to think, what
happen to me?
and I think, the answer is because
now I’m facing kind of transition period. Me, myself, and my daily have to
re-adjust and adapt with the new condition…
When I was a student, I could wake
up late if I have an afternoon class or no class.. OR if I was lazy, I could
absent from the class then go somewhere and have fun with my friends…
BUT now, the things are different…
In office, you have several rules
and regulations.. If you come late, the office might cut off ur salary, get
warnings from the boss, or even got fired…Lucky me, in this transition period,
I haven’t put in such deep serious condition and still get some tolerance..
And looking back to the previous
life, I’m thinking that my previous life was pretty much comfortable. When I
need money, I just need to ask my parents.. When I want to go holiday, then
just asked my parents..Foods, clothes, shelter are already available… I haven’t
tried to “survive” by myself cz my parents always there for me.. and NOW, when I
start the new path of my life where I have to live independently… It feels like
little bit “tough”… I need to re-adjust myself and be more patient to keep
walking and stand up…
Bismillah… God always be with me… I
pray to Him for always giving me a support, energy to survive and show me the right
way to Go…Amiin..
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